Today could be considered a rather good day.
Despite zero sleep. I bought his cologne, in hopes it would soothe me, and it sort of did, but it only reminded me more of him, so i laid there all missing him and sad, and then my brain wouldn't shut off, so i barely slept. Not news.
Anyway, despite being exhausted, i got up and got dressed, my hair did a decent thing, and i only had a tiny headache today. (i have a headache everyday, and have for months). Once i got my coffee, i was even better. So far, ok....this days not gone to shit quite yet.
I get to work, still ok. I'm easing in, like 'oh come on, something has to go wrong". Idk, the whole day was just busy, and i hustled and bustled through work, which was super busy, and before i knew it, it was home time.
Tonight, i got home, had a sammich and some potato salad, and had a chat with Ally on facebook as per usual, which was great.
Sadly, there was a lull in our conversation where she got busy with the kiddies, and i began to miss him. Just missing his touch and scent really. Having him around. Things i took for granted i guess, like having a mans chest to lay my head on. He truly is oh so comfortable to lay with. There's a place on his chest where i nestled right in, and it smelled so great, i could breathe him in forever.
But that's gone now. And i bought myself some man in a can (Axe) so i can pretend like a loser at bedtime.
Speaking of bedtime......fuck me, it's late. And i'm exhausted. Ugh.....
If i can't sleep i'll come back and write more. Otherwise, night y''all.....
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